Just because I said Bella Thorne was disgusting, meaning she did it on purpose not that she is or has to be as a person, Josh Groban has outplayed my whole meaning in life, expecting me to follow him but he always mentions her and I mean I can't say no, maybe he's just crazy. That's "what" someone told me. He's just creating a fantasy, but in the process I just feel like it's always hanging and I can't have fun, like Ellen on Bella.